| Endlessly Regurgitating Pattern |
[May. 18th, 2007|07:06 pm] |
Nothing much has happened. Still making mediocre electronic music. Still drawing giant blobby things. Still sucking at school. Still being anti-social.
Don't ask how I did this. I really don't know.
Also I've had the stomach flu. After not eating for nearly four days I gorged myself on sushi. Never was a sushi fan until now.
My lungs are in pain and I feel gross. Drawing seems to be all I can do to take my mind of it.
Right now I feel like I could be anyone or anything, it wouldn't matter. It hurts me to see the world be so obsessed with the things that are most obviously artificial and meaningless.
Will you all please stop drinking and smoking cigarretes. Playing your music unneccesarily loud will not make all the pain you experienced in high school go away.
I love when things happen effortlessly. I feel like a bottle cap inside a peanut butter and jelly sandwhich that is laying on a railroad track that is floating in space. Out of place and confusing, unable to see certain forces at work, things that happen behind the scenes, numbers and data that could only be calculated by maths that I have not and never will master.
The world will never be what I want it to be because people are misguided and impatient. My stomach feels like its going to fall apart. It is quite possible that I am dying.
Endless space. |
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[Apr. 18th, 2007|02:48 pm] |
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Sometimes I'm both amazed and terrified at how complex and how simple life can be. |
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[Mar. 17th, 2007|01:54 pm] |
http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/2ci/
Aside from spending many hours just sitting in my car, not daring to disturb anyone else's sleep, I'd say this was an interesting experience. All I can think about right now is moving to Europe. |
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[Mar. 16th, 2007|02:35 am] |
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Sam and I set up our project in the gallery at school. I'm kind of emberassed about the thing. It looks like it was just thrown together (because it was). My stomach gets upset thinking about the whole situation. I know what looks good. I hate the feeling that I put so much effort into something and got so little out of the end result. At least I have my spare time back now. If you want to see a lump of paper and ugly paint with patches of fur hanging off it, go to the Crossroads building at SPC. |
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[Mar. 11th, 2007|08:17 pm] |
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[Mar. 10th, 2007|11:35 am] |
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[Mar. 9th, 2007|07:46 pm] |
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[Mar. 9th, 2007|12:50 am] |
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